Originally Posted by
ThatWasTheOldMe 
Today is day 5.
The withdrawal this time was worse than any other withdrawal I have experienced. And if it ever happens again, I may not live through it.
But it's not gonna happen again because this is my "aha" moment. I will never drink again and I will never change my mind. No matter what.
Well this sounds a lot better than your other posts from the past few days.
If your eyes open and you can take a breath, there's hope.
Getting sick and tired of being sick and tired is a great motivator. Let that fuel your sobriety. There is nothing but opportunity in front of you. Believe that. Don't let alcohol steal another minute of your time.
There's **** to do!
Support to you.