Originally Posted by Kaily

I recently watched a documentary about OCD. A young lady had a totally irrational fear that she was killing people, she would constantly look behind her expecting to see dead bodies. She wasn't a drinker. It tormented her constantly.

As soon as I read the first few lines of your thread I thought that sounds like OCD.

Obviously alcohol withdrawal makes anxiety worse which in turn would also make your OCD worse.

I hope you find a way out of this horrible vicious cycle.