Originally Posted by ScottFromWI

Lots of good advice here already, but i'd echo that time will help with this. As addicts we have a "instant gratification" need in all areas of our life, so it's really hard to be patient - but in this case you kind of have to be.

From a practical standpoint, if you had done something illegal during a blackout - you'd likely know about it by now if that' helps at all. I did plenty of illegal and immoral things when I was drunk and believe me I found out about them quickly.