It's so good to meet you, KremlinDusk. This is a wonderful place for understanding & encouragement. I was able to quit a 30 yr. drinking habit thanks to the support I found here. It feels wonderful to be free of it.
I was drinking during work hours too, towards the end. That was something I vowed I'd never do - along with driving. We drink to help with anxiety & stress - then we find out it makes everything so much worse.
Congrats on your 5 days sober. You're going to do this.