Hope,
The booze alone altered my brain. Paranoia, agoraphobia, anxiety. Basically insanity. I didn't mix it with any rx drugs like you. I am sure this causes even worse symptoms that may take longer to recover from.
I am still a little paranoid, but nothing like before.
Now that I understand booze differently, I never need to drink again. The physical and mental addiction have withered and I can be the true, better version of myself.
Things that used to cause me obsessed thoughts for days on end dissolve instantly now.
Talk about freedom.
Yay.
Thanks.