Day 1
And went to my first AA meeting last night. Was really nervous, panicking about what to expect.
Had some wine yesterday but that was to calm withdrawals from the weekend binge of who knows how much I consumed. Had gone 3 weeks + before I drank and was feeling great. I have no off button once I've taken that first sip.
I rang AA yesterday and a lady from my local area called me back. Spoke to me for ages, really listened. I went to my first meeting and was greeted with open arms.
She has rang me this morning to see how I was feeling and how the meeting went, how supportive.
I know I'm not going to drink today.