I personally think we are all better off sharing our OWN stories over posting links to celebs, etc stories. Some of these you are sharing are very disturbing and people that are in recovery or trying to recover need encouragement, not some dramatic YT videos. I think we all know where alcohol will take us, and unfortunately some have experienced this. The support is here not on YT. IMO. Good luck on your sobriety, I hope you make it this time.