I burnt to death because of booze- revived 3x, dialysis- my wife and 2 adult sons never visited and cut me out of their lives that day. I then got thrown out of hospital for drinking hand sanitizer, lived in a very horrible place full of horrible and damaged people- where I drank even more...until I had to make a fatal decision- drink- and die..or change.
I changed.
I lost everything - and that will haunt me with remorse and sadness as to the damage I caused
But now- after 3 and a bit years sober- I am more the person I always could have been.
It is possible....I am living proof and am grateful for every new breath I draw, even on my most worst of days.
Addiction sucks
But we do not have to