Welcome to the family.
When I stopped drinking I thought sober life would be boring. Nothing could be further from the truth.
I remember everything I do and say and never make a fool of myself. I wake up feeling good and ready for the day. I take good care of my dog and cats and their happiness and good health is my reward.
I suggest you start practicing gratitude every day. It will make life more meaningful and can make you happier too.
https://www.nytimes.com/2015/11/22/o...pier.html?_r=0