Oh I absolutely haven’t been able to let things go...yet. There’s a girl who robbed me, then later died! (Karma got her too.) And I’m still mad at her and wanna kill her and she is f-ing dead. If I can’t move on past that, well, geez how am I to let go and let god for people and situations that are still living??

i am so flipping stubborn! I want Apologies! Only then will I forgive you and move on! Until then, I will hold the deepest grudge that will make you fear me! and some of these poor people have no clue of my silent grudges. What a crazy way to live but that is where I am at.