I am 8.5 months sober and full of rage. I have rage at exes, people who have wronged me, and the biggest one...the prosecutor who I am blaming for my legal problems.

I have rage that I have a deferred domestic violence conviction from 2 yrs ago that came back to haunt me. I was being abused for years. He walked. (Though karma caught him in the end.)

i attend meetings, counseling, have a sponsor, nothing is really helping a whole lot because I am pretending everything is peachy bc I am court ordered to do all these things and I want a good report and don’t want another thing such as anger management added to my plate. I am literally seeing red when I have to see the prosecutor every other week at treatment court. I want to punch her in her ugly face.

Sorry I am of no help, and should probably start my
own thread. But wanted to let you know that you are not alone in your feelings.

Thanks to to all who have replied so far. I have studied your words and they help.