Hello Lucy. I stopped drinking a week ago after a horrible final week of drinking day and night. Was in the same state as you mentally too. I have tried to quit more times than I can count. But giving in trying to give up for good? Come on girl, we are not wimps, you cannot continue to drink with all the grief and havoc it brings and go through countless horrifying withdrawals, and be a wimp. We are quite hardy, and stubborn,.We keep coming back for more punishment, cos we can do it, l we can drink normally THIS time, even if we couldn't the other 20 thousand times,
We are actually tough cookies to keep plugging on chasing that lost cause with the misery it brings
From now on all my stubborn pigheaded hardness is going on not caving to urges and not drinking for any reason and getting into a position where I can gain some self respect. Come join me ��