Day 19 and resentments
Been doing well and staying busy. Busy for me is great as not staying involved in something has been my downfall. I've been having to catch myself a lot the past weeks as resentments slowly try to creep in. I've talked a lot with my sponsor, and how to deal with that. I've been making myself accountable for things that I felt weren't entirely my fault, but been opening my eyes a lot. Resentments have really wrecked me and been the main cause of my relapses as anger seeps in then its the blame game. My sponsor mentioned the thing about AA is"you dont have to like it, but you have to accept it". I really hate that but its true.
Tuesday will be day 20. I look forward to another sober day