I have been an alcoholic since I was 21 and in the Marines. I did a few deployments to Afghanistan and deal with some anxiety. I’m currently a police officer. I went sober for 8 months last year, and the devil took control again. I have no clue what to do! Should I go to treatment? Will I risk losing my job? I’m in such a crossroads between getting real help and being worried about losing my job and unable to pay all my bills. I know I need to fix this..but it’s much easier said than done.