Well I did it, made it a whole day without drinking. I was so tired last night but didn't get much sleep. I have been awake since 4am. But I am sober. I too was starting to sneak booze into my office just to feel "normal" and continue my day.
I plan on going to my first meeting this morning at 8am. Let's see how that goes. I still have anxiety so I am avoiding coffee this morning.