Hi - I dont think AA is for me either, but Ive not tried it. From what I read you have to be programmed into some way of thinking - and god -
but I am only nearly 2 days away from my last drink and going through some withdrawals I think. And keeping on this forum because people have made good suggestions to me, and I realised that other people go through this. So you can do it too. I think it is important to believe that a better life is available.