Anna and Peaceful, I identify with what you say about attempting to fill a void, and particularly with learning to like and love yourself. I have real problems with self-image, to the point that I never have my photo taken and I often avoid even looking in mirrors. I think I have a deeply-rooted sense of emptiness, insecurity and inferiority, and this is perhaps something I need to work on proactively. I had psychotherapy about ten years ago but I didn’t bond with the therapist so found it basically useless. Perhaps I could try again with a new therapist to attempt to tackle my self-esteem and worthiness issues.