I’m having a rough go of it.

I keep losing weight. These auto immune issues are just nasty. I’m 137 lbs now. At one point in my life I was 152 pounds of sheer muscle. The perfect size. I was 167 when I quit in July. I’m down 30 pounds in 8.5 months of sobriety. I was happy to get back into a 30 waist, but now I’m too thin. It’s obvious something is wrong.

Im pretty tired of this bleeping $—!. I’d just like to be sober and healthy. WTF! I’m hoping a new program will help. I’m not in a very optimistic mood right now.

New motorcycle and I have not picked it up. I’m too sickly. I’m starting to get terrified that this was a very costly mistake.

Maybe in a month I’ll be on the mend, but it’s only got worse since I quit booze. That must have been keeping the immune system in check. New tests show I’m way off the spectrum in my gut. Bad signs.

Its not for for lack of trying. I’ll need an entirely new diet.

Viper 🧸🐍