Old 03-22-2019, 02:59 PM
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Addy47
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Originally Posted by 360shoes View Post
33 days for me!! I made a month!! Alert the press!!!

I'm trying to think of all the things that have improved. I am not coming up with anything out of the ordinary. I still get depressed. I still have stress. I still feel a little lost BUT...I feel like just a normal person now. All of the above are just life and I do feel like I can handle life better without drinking so big plus on that one. No pink cloud for me. I think because this is round 3 on quitting for good I used up all my clouds. I just get the feeling of this is what I am supposed to do. Be a grown-up and handle life.

It just feels realistic to me now. This is how I have to live. Without alcohol. So suck it up and do it. I want to do it. I see it's better. I just am not feeling too giddy about it. Probably part of the depression so I just take what I can get. It's still better than it was.

Have a good one!
xoxo

Congrats on a month 360! Don't worry no pink clouds for me either! I'm waiting though....

Do you go to AA? I can't remember...
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