Yesterday, I thought, who cares, I just want to have that feeling of ease and comfort that comes with the first drink.
there is no such thing as one drink. any "ease" you might feel for about 10 minutes is artificial and quickly eradicated by the all consuming need for MORE.
there are other ways to achieve ease and comfort. that don't require a drink or a pill. we also learn that when living life on life's terms, stuff is gonna happen! and maybe we don't like it. but life isn't about making sure that we are always comfortable, at ease, provided for, and pampered. i think that is reserved for fluffy persian cats!! LOL
each day ask yourself two questions:
1) What am i willing to do today for my recovery?
2) What am i going to do today for my recovery?
then do those things.