Binge drinking
I find I don't have to drink every day. If I know (for whatever reason), that I will only be able to have 2 drinks, I usually don't bother. But when I do drink, I don't get blackout drunk, but I have to have at least a bottle of wine and a couple of beers. I have tried to stop drinking several times during my life but the most I could do was almost 30 days. I feel so frustrated that I can't seem to control this. I have been tracking my drinking and lately I can't seem to go more than 4 days without anything to drink.