Originally Posted by
NotMe2pls 
Hello everyone! I’ve been up & down & all over the place emotionally lately. Just riding the waves of feelings. Had a pretty strong craving for a bit today while out in the sun by the lake. Many good memories there from before my drinking got out of hand & I could drink “normally”. But coincidentally enough, as we were leaving, we drove past my boyfriend’s old condo. The one who died from cirrhosis. So yeah, that brought me back to reality.
Hi NM2: I totally understand the “euphoric recall” from the “good ole days”. I have been trying really hard to avoid places I used to go when I was drinking for that very reason. Our oldest son goes to the same college we went to and partied at so every time we take him back to his dorm on campus...BAM! Craving! It’s annoying. Yesterday I wasn’t feeling so strong & didn’t want to risk it so my husband took him back to college and I went to a meeting. Good decision.