Hello everyone! I’ve been up & down & all over the place emotionally lately. Just riding the waves of feelings. Had a pretty strong craving for a bit today while out in the sun by the lake. Many good memories there from before my drinking got out of hand & I could drink “normally”. But coincidentally enough, as we were leaving, we drove past my boyfriend’s old condo. The one who died from cirrhosis. So yeah, that brought me back to reality.