Originally Posted by
Tinkerbeau 
Yes i will strave it, will the voice go away in time ?
It absolutely will. I know how it feels right now, time goes so slowly, every second and minute is intolerable. The idea to have a drink is so appealing as it will temporarily make things seem ok again. The problem is, that reprieve is so very short, and then you'll be drunk again, drinking more and more to try to feel good, but all the while making things worse and then you have to do it all again tomorrow.
The ONLY way out of this hell you are in is to avoid picking up a drink. I will guess by about 8 pm tonight you will be feeling much better than you do now.
Rest, drink water when you can, little bites to eat when you can.