kinzoku

I was really proud of my sober year and a half.

I still am.

I've done a lot since then. I got a new degree, new career, new job.

I can't say that alcohol has been my demise or anything.

But when things go rough I do turn to it and thats no good.

So i can't sleep tonight and a tough day at work looms ahead and I'm drinking beers when it is far too late at night.

And I thought about this place.

I thought about my sober time.

It wasn't like it was an awesome time. But it felt like an honest time. And a proud time.

So I'm not here to commit, but maybe I'm reaching out or...something.