Love it..
Acceptance that is exactly what the difference is for me this 3d attempt. 100% accepting that I, want not, and can not drink again. It is a liberating decision to come to. I waste no energy anymore on thinking about it. I distance mysellf daily from alcohol with a buffer. I work on recovery daily. Connect with others in recovery here and other forums and NA. I have done SMART meetings on line and read just for today quotes and try to adapt my life around them.
sobriety is an opportunity to live a normal life. I love it.