I'm not crazy, I have PTSD
That's what I thought to myself when it clicked that there was a real reason for my skewed views of the world.
I still struggle, even with medication. Like right now, in order to avoid the anxiety facing me this week, I've sort of pressed pause and I'm sitting here, doing nothing to move toward my goal...
I feel like I have to take care of myself or I'll lose it. Who knows if I really will, that's just a gut reaction.
Anyway, my biggest concern right now is starting a new relationship. How not to let all of those fears/anxieties negatively impact the guy.
If anyone has any personal stories to share, they'd be appreciated!
Hope you are well.
-sarah