hi everyone- I’m on day 13 and feeling awful. Feeling very isolated and depressed, and so tired. So so tired. I went to serbia for work and nearly cracked. Had to run back to my hotel and just hide in bed as knew if I left I’d drink. I’ve taken today off work, and focused on my well being. My boyfriend is coming over for dinner. But part of me wants to push him away so I can be alone. I feel quite numb. Has anyone else felt like this at this stage? Is this normal? I can’t remember what it was like when I first did it last year.