zombiegirl

I have been on and off here for years. So much of my life has changed and it's not for the better.

All I want to do is just stop drinking. I always thought I could be one of those who could have a few but I cant.

I didnt think it was a problem as I dont drink everyday but recentl I can't even get passed the 2 day mark without craving a drink. It needs to stop. I have had enough of it. If not for me then at least for my children and partner.

My life is hard enough without stupid alcohol in it as well.
Nobody knows I have an issue, they know I like to drink so for me to give it up is going to be like flashing lights for people. All I want to say is look I've had enough and I'm happy without it but I know they will question me.

My mum was an alcoholic and I'm looking like I am headed if not already on that path. I dont drink through the day I drink on an evening. But I dont want my children going down this path.

Please please help me I am here and I am needing support. I will be checking in several times a day to get through this.

thanks for reading x