Man! You’re in college. I’m 28 and drinking kept me out of having a “normal” college experience. I still commuted and graduated from a university but man, deff my biggest regret in life looking back. You’re there now! After that you just work 😂🤙💯 but yea if I were you I’d just got act how you think you act when you’re drinking and you’ll fit in just fine. Unless you’re having more than a FOMO craving. Then idk.