Depression... how long can this last?
Anyone had this and then it passed? How long did it take? This is the worst thing. I never had depression in my entire life and not when I was drinking either. Of course it's hard to be depressed when you either don't have time because you're working, or you're drunk.
But I have this every stinking afternoon. I't's typically not that bad during the day and today I was actually very upbeat. Until, as always, I'm home and 5-6PM, formerly known as 'drinking hour' rolls around. I try to do stuff, but I'm not interested in anything. It's just this weird sort of depressing detachment from everything. Everything is just sort of a gray foggy haze for lack of better terms. This really sucks, I hope it goes away. If this is one of the reasons people fail at stopping drinking, I get it.