Originally Posted by
Evoo 
As you know, it passes.
Curious after 9 years sober, what was your trigger for relapse? It's mostly selfish asking, I really want to avoid that.
Not really any trigger. I just decided to drink. I am single with no kids so I can do whatever I like whenever I like with whoever I like. I knew there was a 98% chance it would turn out not good. I just didn't care. Unfortunately, it was more a 100% soul sucking self hating slow painful death experience. I never was physically addicted before. Mental obsession yes. But not physical...till this time. It's true. Keep drinking and sooner or later it will do it to you. That's a real eye opener.