Hang on in there Free, I'm having a rough day too and have bad cravings that came on out of nowhere yesterday. We can do this, let's be strong and resist.
Part of me, my AV, says F it, just have drink. The rational me knows it's a terrible idea and even playing the tape forward is not helping with the urge. I have a huge list of reasons why I shouldn't drink, why I can't drink but I feel like I'm up against it.
I know all the bad things that will happen if I drink .
I will never drink again and I will never change my mind.
Take care Free, the storm will pass.