Originally Posted by
Tinkerbeau 
Im a complete failure spent all weekend drinking again why can't i change when i desperately want to. I do not want to be a drunk alcoholic i hate myself. I turn 40 in june i want a new life but i cant seem to not drink. I have dragged myself through work today but feel so ill and depressed im scared i will die and my son will be alone. Please help me beat this poison
Oh tink, listen mate. Don't beat yourself up. It's done an you can't change it. Any time spent on beating yourself up is a waste of time.
We have all fallen at somepoint, I have.
Just get back on that bus, and start again. You only fail when you stop trying darlin.
Wishing you love 🙏💖
You can do this 🙌🙌🙌🙌