We all have moments of weakness, Tink. I felt like drinking Saturday night. I had that "well maybe I'll just buy a small bottle, drink it, and be done" thought. Then I stopped, and thought about why I wanted to drink. I was bored. Simple as that. So I got up, worked out, felt better. You just have to stay busy, and keep your mind off it. No shame on messing up, just get on it!