Snowy morning.
Yesterday and pretty much all of last week were a food driven blur.
I can't do it anymore.
I texted the woman in OA I am supposed to contact and we are speaking later on today. I know my ego is fighting this so bad- it wants me to stay in the food. It wants me to stay sick. But just imagine how my life will be when I am 100% sober of all substances? I quit drugs 10 years ago and alcohol 21 months ago. It's time to step away from the last mind altering substance.
I'm so scared to let go.
But I don't have any other choice- I want to be free.