Wiscgirl.. I am right there with you.. I am almost 34 now I live in Florida.. but was born and raised in WI. Don't know why I do this to myself either.. Sucks the next day when you wake up.. head is pounding, and you have no idea what the hell you did the night or the day before.. don't really know where to turn.. I got the impression that you are a single mom.. is that true? Me too.. have three.. I finally decided today was going to be the first day of a new life for me.. been drinking since I was 11.. it runs in the family.. but I really don't want to have to go to a public meeting.. I own a company, could ruin me.. so I am hoping to fond help, and support here.. I hope that you to find what you are looking for.. maybe we can help each other? Good Luck