Day 10 blues
Day 10 and I feel low. I feel irritable, alone, sick (physically sore and unwell) and embarrassed of all of my stupid choices.
I haven't told anyone I'm making this big shift as I'm not prepared for the comments and non support. Am not actually convinced I can, will or even want to do this but I do recognise that I've done a lot to hurt myself in the last two decades that wouldn't have been done under the influence.
I'm not enjoying my negative attitude, lack of energy and apologise fully for the big moan. Anythung I read says I should be feeling wonderful and the opposite is true.
Did I mention I fee fat too. Gah!