I'm sorry that happened, UhOh. There is a ton of support here, if you'll allow it and listen to it. I didn't hit anyone, but I got in some very serious trouble driving back in September. If you need to chat or want more support or details, feel free to pm me. The only thing I can tell you is continuing to drink will make everything worse, even as much as it seems things cannot get worse at the moment. Believe me, they can and will. Keep your chin up, take care of yourself, and look at this as a wake up call to change your life. That's what I had to do after I felt as though I'd lost everything. Good luck and good thoughts.