What the point? I'll tell you what the point is, brother. You're writing your story.
Every great story has failure and sorrow. Struggles against demons. Every great story has the readers engaged, willing the hero to come out victorious. This is just the start of your story. You'll look back at this months, maybe years later. You'll realize all this nonsense that you're feeling, wasn't nonsense at all.
All this is leading up to your great climax. Pure happiness. Pure victory. It's going to be the best story ever written.