some good advice here already
The point is - drinking took you down to some nasty places, Drinking again will just take you back there.
Keep giving not drinking a go, man. You gave years to drinking yeah ? give not drinking more than 2 months
I know some people say recovery is like a country song in reverse...you get your job, truck and dog back - but I don't think that was the point for me.
I lost things - but I gained other things, in time, that were as good if not better than the things I lost - and I learned to fight for those things
Our inner addict will use or fear, our self disgust and our impatience against us.
This is not the best not drinking is gonna get - if fact from 60-90 days was the point where things started to go well for me.
Hang in there - getting up and doing stuff is always a good thing for me if I'm in a funk. Hope tomorrow is better dafunbra
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