Hi Bumboid - yes its ok. Prescribed for two and a half days only, he told me about their addictive quality and I said something like... "FFS!". 6 today, 4 tomorrow, 2 the next then course done.
I think they have "worked" in that I have not been beside myself as I was this morning.
But alongside my own self-destruction I have had catastrophic news from work today (I have been off but I foolishly checked emails). Its the"all you have worked for going up in smoke" kind of news. I am not self pitying, just sharing.
I saw a thread on the Newcomers page about what people are thankful for being an alcoholic for. Me...nothing. But I think things are coming to a head around a lot of things, work possibly being one of them.
Thanks guys for being so willing to support me, I really appreciate it