I'm cheering you on for a sober Super Bowl WaterOx.
Undrgrd: you're not alone. Beating yourself up for taking a drink or having a "slip" may make you feel worse, no? For me, I'm learning to identify my "triggers." What makes me want to pick up? What environments or relationships prompt me to want a drink? If I don't feel sure that I'm not going to drink in a certain setting or around certain people, then I stay away.
Now, it's not that I have years and years of sobriety. I have 34 days. But this is how I've managed for 34 days.