A lot of us on this thread are single, Undrgd. It's still a one-person-one-hand-one-mouth decision and really only other alcoholics even understand, so you're better off coming here or going to AA meetings if you want to talk about it. Even my own family continued to offer me a cocktail every time I saw them, a decade after I told them I'd quit. (The first time I quit.)
It's been Perfect Snowing here for a couple hours. First, we get very little snow here. If it snows one time per winter and an inch or two sticks to the ground for more than a couple hours - that's a big winter snow for us. It used to snow more but global warming or something has changed that. So what is a Perfect Snow? Big lazy continuous flakes blowing in all different spirals and circles and sideways and up. Not sticking at all. I decided to have a cup of coffee and sit here mesmerized.