Hello and welcome. You'll fid a lot of support here, so post away.
I wouldn't worry about your past sober time, I've had it too. And that first drink did me inn also.
Congratulations on four days. That fourth day was always the killer for me.
Anxiety gone, felt better and hey, I can drink. And I did. Off on another bender.
I'm looking forward to thirty days for you, too.
Just take it one day at a time.
You did it once, and we do get a second chance, one of the few things in this world we do.
Best to you and happy to have you here.