I'm quite content being alone as well. But, I'm the one that usually looks for new and fun things to do. I want yo finish this project this weekend so I didn't find something to do tonight. That's what I mean though about feeling like I'm responsible for her entertainment. If you can't come up with something to do, don't blame me because you're bored. Im perfectly content relaxing and getting a good nights rest on a Saturday.
I'm not sure that she's resentful of my lifestyle, but I'm pretty sure she would be happy if I started drinking with her again. That upsets me a bit. I know I can't count on her to keep me from relapsing.
I can only worry about me for now. Keep building up my resolve to stay sober.
Hopeful, I know @ 30 days or so, I would get some pretty good mood swings and especially started getting very angry at times. I would often just go to bed early to avoid tearing everyone's head off. Hang in there. Heard Punxsutawney Phil didn't see his shadow so there will be an early spring!
