Im feeling a bit better today. Can finally walk straight today after my binge on Tuesday. Don't feel like hurting myself so much. You guys are awesome. Called the bar I was at and apologized to the owner who kicked me out (his wife actually cuz he wasnt there) and told her how stupid and bad I felt for acting like I did. That made me feel a little better, but not really. Today is the first day of the rest of my life, though, so that is an excitement in itself!