Newly sober here, posted on your other post as well.
It was time for me to quit. To grow up. To find myself without alcohol. To devote as much time to sobriety as I did to drinking and see where it gets me. To let go of the sadness, the hurt, the resentment, the hatred, the guilt and work through the issues like an adult. To enjoy each day on this Earth without alcohol because it’s a precious gift and I wasn’t living it when I was drinking. To get a life because the one I was living was garbage.
Mostly, because I have something to offer the world. I’m not sure what it is but I am looking forward to doing the work to find out. And you have something to offer the world too. Do the work, become that person and give up the alcohol and set yourself free.