So sorry you're in pain, Bonnie. TJ, not to gang up on you but I agree with Dee and Bonnie. Legal doesn't mean its something I can handle. I've never smoked, but it is a mood altering substance. Alcohol is legal, too. I can't handle it. My 2 cents, worth what was paid for it.
Day 57. Feeling pretty good. Down about 15 pounds. Working out a lot. Work is going really well. My boss told me this week is the healthiest she's seen me look since I've known her, so that felt good. Emotions can still be a mess, but I'm working on that and trying to find some acceptance. Well, acceptance isn't the right word. I want the girl back. But to do that I gotta fix me first. In all ways. Working on that. Then we'll see. I'll give it a shot. Gotta try, right? That way if it works, great. If it doesn't, I'll know I did everything I could and I think I will have to be in that position to move past it in a healthy way. Hope everyone is having a good Tuesday.