Originally Posted by
SparkleKitty 
You’re doing the right thing. You’re better off and you will be all right.
How do you break ties?
You start by accepting that he is not the person, boyfriend, father of your child you want him to be. He has shown you who he is repeatedly. You must accept that.
Soon you will have a baby who is completely dependent upon you for everything. You will not have room in your life for some one who is unable to prioritize anything over his high right now.
he will get better or he won’t, but your baby doesn’t have time to wait for it.
Thank you. I’ve been trying to focus on other things in my life besides him but it’s hard when I truly do love him. I just know that he’s not gonna change anytime soon and I know I have to accept that. He doesn’t care about anything but drugs,so. Why do I waste my time crying over him? I don’t know. I just wanna feel okay again.
